“There are many things in your heart you can never tell to another person. They are you, your private joys and sorrows, and you can never tell them. You cheapen yourself, the inside of yourself, when you tell them.” -- Greta Garbo

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I feel omghueg

Binged terribly this weekend. Last night I had two pieces of pepperoni and mushroom pizza w/ thin crust. Then we got movies and candy. Ate a crapload of candy. Ate more candy this morning and afternoon. Had a pot roast, potatoes, and carrots for lunch. I haven't bothered tallying up all the calories because I know they'll be horrendous. I'm not looking forward to the scale tomorrow morning. I still have a three hour drive ahead of me today.

I was job hunting all weekend, which made me anxious. I'm always nervous about these types of things. Like how I appear to people, am I filling the forms out right, am I coming off like a dick/nerd/pathetic/etc. etc. People in general make me uneasy. Blegh.


PrettyWreck said...

Gah I understand that D:! Job hunting is KILLER. But you seem smart, and I'm certain you did great.

Just take a breath. At least you WORRY about those things. A lot of people don't. I've had to take job applications before, and review them for possible hire. You would be so surprised how BAD a lot of them were. But when you think about it, and actually apply yourself--the people who fretted a little over them--were always the best. So I think you should continue worry, but not overly much. I know you did great.

As for the eating--I had to skim through that. It made me hungry! We are all allowed to slip up every now and then, and you'll make it!

skinny love said...

When I binge, I don't keep track of the calories either. Which I should, but I just feel so defeated.

I love my job, but since it involves food I think I may quit in the near future and find something more conducive to my weight goals!

Good luck on finding a job you like!

PrettyWreck said...

LOL! Save your response! I'll post it up tonight after I do some more coherent revisions to it xD I took it down to try and correct some errors that were going to drive me insane. SOOO you'll get your chance tonight ^^