107.5
Ugh ugh ugh. I'm slowly gaining. I'm terrified I'll go back over 110. Ate terribly today. Breakfast was good, b/c breakfast is always the meal I do best. Lunch was bad - most of a sandwich. Granted, it had a lot of veggies, but I shouldn't have eaten more than half of it. Dinner was terrible. Mexican. Spicy chicken, rice, refried beans, a tortilla. Today's total is an estimated 751. But it feels like I went over 1000; I feel so full and gross.
A lot of my drive is gone. I can't decide on a plan of action, and I'm worrying about other things. I'm tired from a 3-hour drive and I just want to sleep sleep sleep sleep. But I can't because I just ate. I'm at my dad's so I won't be able to weigh myself again until Sunday evening, but I'll wait until Monday morning. I usually do measuring on Saturdays, but I forgot my measuring tape and after the last few days, I'm too scared to measure anyway.
Eating here is going to be tricky, but I'll manage somehow. I have to stay strong. Those thighs aren't going to shrink themselves.
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Height: 5'2"
HW: 130
LW: 106
CW: 117
STGW: 115
HW: 130
LW: 106
CW: 117
STGW: 115
STGW (2): 110
STGW (3): 105
LTGW: 100
LTGW: 100
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1 comment:
You're going to be fine. Maybe try refeeding yourself a little, like yogurt and fiber and lots of vegetables, and a little more than you normally have in calories, to kick your metabolism back up and into high gear again. I know when I start to slow down, I do that, and it somehow seems to work.
But you'll be fine. You will! It's so scary, but you're doing great, and I have faith in you!
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